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(Verse 1)

Walked so far, still.

Map is unclear, but.

I keep moving forward.

Friends rush, I don’t.

Maybe it's not speed.

Maybe it's patience instead.


(Pre-Chorus)

Jealous, scared, want out.

Still, I stay calm.

Calm is brave too.

I’m still learning peace.

Not with world—me.

With my open wounds.


(Chorus)

Why am I here?

Maybe this grows me.

Not left behind, rebuilding.

And that’s okay now.

Not all flowers bloom.

In the same season.


(Verse 2)

I’m not lazy, no.

Just rearranging old hopes.

This road is messy.

Doesn’t mean it’s wrong.

I look back, pause.

Not regret—just survival pride.


(Pre-Chorus)

Not all wins shout.

Some joys stay quiet.

Even if not arrived,

I hold myself first.

Made it this far.


(Chorus)

Why am I here?

Maybe time's not right.

But look, I stand.

With wounds as light.


(Bridge)

Life isn’t all wrong.

I haven’t yet lost.

I walk, not rush.

Just a different route.

When I reach there,

It’s faith, not luck.


(Outro)

Why am I here?

Because this grows faith.

No need to hurry.

Not winning, not defeated.